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I pray and pray and pray to help give me the strength to get through this test of faith i am going through.And I came across this website by accident today while trying to look into help through my state for help finding work and to get loan so I can get the help I need to keep going.  I am 30 years old and I have in the past 2 years lost my whole world. I had a great job with money saved getting ready to get married enjoying everything god had giving me. Then I was in a accident that cause me to be out of work for surgery and undetermend amount of time well my job after 2 months laid me off. So I survived on my savings and what little money I got from short term dissability.  Then 2 months later I lost father my best friend in the entire world to heart attack out of no where. Needless to say he had lots of outstanding debt and left my  mom who needs care with barley anything . So I stepped in to help and we had to sell the house I grew up in to pay off everything. At this point I am still hurt cannot work I had have  to  lie to get jobs and worked 5 diffrent job by this time and had to leave because of all my phisical ailments. And I have been taking care of my mother who was living with me in my small little apartment. But I could not afford to help her out anymore or physically do it  so she had to move to flordia with her sister after I promised her I would take care of her.And my girl friend of 6 years left me as well the one I was to marry. Now I will lose my apartment in few days if I dont come up with rent and still have not filled my perscriptions that I need and with no insurance I am not able to afford to see my doctor anymore. I am looking for help of the amount of $1475.00 which will pay for my rent and perscriptions and car insurance and give me enough time to get on assistance from the state. I have not had time for my self  to get healthy in the past few years or get the proper help I need to get my life back.  I am hoping if I can get through this month without losing what I have left. I can get help from the state to get back on track. I know I should have gotten help through the state a long time ago but I was to proud or affraid to ask for it. But here I am now asking for help on a website but I feel god helped me find this site and hopefully somone who reads this will know and understand what I am going through and has the means to help me out. God bless you and even if I dont make it I am greatful that there is people out there who might get the help they need because of this site I was amazed to come across this. And god bless the people who do help the ones in need